Iím standing on the edge
Where the world has come to an end
And nothing lies before me
But an abyss of black and white
Reality is distorted
And the truth is but a lie
Iím standing in chaos
Surrounded by a dying world
A place of hurt and sorrow
Of pain and suffering
Emotion is a feeling
Love and hate is but a word
Iím standing at the middle of it all
Watching as everything collapses
Falling into the black hole
Never to return
The end is eternal sleep
Death is but another adventure
Well, a few days ago, I graduated from my university! WoOt! How awesome is that. I now have a degree in Chinese Studies, and no, I cannot speak Chinese fluently though I have plans of going to China soon so that I can take more classes and immerse myself in the culture and the language. As of now, I'm unemployed but I'm resting a bit before obsessively looking for jobs. I've applied to my brother's school so far and did a couple of interviews and that's been about it. Oh, I'm helping my mom with some writing gigs and she's paying me for my work so at least I have that.
Graduation at my university was a little less exciting than my high school one. We only had one day of practice for ours, as compared to around 2 weeks of practice during my high school graduation. Looking at myself, I still can't imagine that I've already finished university. Then again, I look pretty young, from what a lot of people tell me. I could probably still pass off as a high school student, or maybe even an elementary student if I go to the US or Europe maybe. Oh the advantages and disadvantages of being Asian.
Oh wow, my sub is ending again. Lol. I really want to thank my good friend (whom I've never met in real life and only met through deviantart) Khyoon for giving me my sub for the last 3 months. I sort of feel sad and disappointed in myself that I haven't really been updating. In fact, I haven't thought of any real poetic things in a while. T__T Oh no, inspiration, kindly strike me again, even if it's in the middle of the night.
I seriously HAVE TO UPDATE soon. I miss seeing my updated entries on deviantart.
Hopefully, now that I'm not going to school anymore, and with my plans to go to China on hold until I get everything straightened out, I will be able to update even more. There are so many things I need to do and SO MUCH time to do so. Haha.
I need to update my id here. I need to update my fanfiction stories. I need to clean up my room. I need to renew my passport. I need to get my student's permit. I need to learn how to drive. I need to learn how to cook. I need to write more poetry. I need to NOT BUM AROUND.
Yeah, a lot of stuff on my list.
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