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Haunting Dreams by toki88, literature

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Haunting Dreams

You come, a visitor in the night. The feel of your gaze, your touch, your breath, it is all too real. I remember your whispers and I hear your laugh; those words that make me smile as you hold me gently in your arms. You and I, me and you, we are all that exist, all that I know, all that I remember. When I awake from slumber, these are but haunted memories. Moments that court my fears. Shall you haunt my dreams, or will you haunt my reality too?

Surge by toki88, literature

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Surge

Slower Faster Falling, ever closer, ever deeper, ever more. Breatheless Surging within touch, beyond reach, without words. Unexplainable, unimaginable. Real but merely fiction. Struggling to escape it pours into me and out of me. Filling me, emptying me, surrounding me, shadowing me, draining me. I cannnot think, but I can write. I can feel the words at my fingertips, in my head, in my mind, on my lips. Surge of emotions and thoughts, aligned but confused, organized but distraught. Too much, too little, too late.

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Invisible by toki88, literature

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Invisible

With eyes that wander it searches it moves yet it cannot see me with fingers that search it reaches out into the darkness yet it cannot feel me with a voice that calls it softly whispers it calls out loudly yet it cannot hear me I am here can't you see me feel me hear me here i stand unmoving lost in the world as it swallows me as if i am nothing it has devoured me can you see me now i am one with you world see me feel me hear me i am here waiting

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Blonde Siblings: Lu and Toki by toki88, visual art

Blonde Siblings: Lu and Toki

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Black, Light and White by toki88, visual art

Black, Light and White

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Stalking Prey by toki88, visual art

Stalking Prey

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Edge of Chaos by toki88, literature

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Edge of Chaos

I'm standing on the edge Where the world has come to an end And nothing lies before me But an abyss of black and white Reality is distorted And the truth is but a lie I'm standing in chaos Surrounded by a dying world A place of hurt and sorrow Of pain and suffering Emotion is a feeling Love and hate is but a word I'm standing at the middle of it all Watching as everything collapses Falling into the black hole Never to return The end is eternal sleep Death is but another adventure

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Mesmerized by the senses by toki88, literature

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Mesmerized by the senses

You mesmerized me with your eyes That said too much for me to look away You mesmerized me with your smile That slowly took my breath away You mesmerized me with your mouth That seemed too delicious to bite You mesmerized me with your hands That took me in and held me tight You mesmerized me with your face That reflected innocence and purity You mesmerized me with your body That seemed to be a mystery You mesmerized me with your touch That drove me to insanity You mesmerized me with your kiss And in that moment of pure bliss, I was taken

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About toki88

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Oct 29
Philippines
Deviant for 20 years
dolldalera.com/blog
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I am mostly a writer and a reader.
I enjoy romance novels, and books that talk about European or Chinese history.
I take photos as a hobby, though I haven't done any real of photography in a while (except with my iphone).
I am very talkative, and my brain is always whizzing about with ideas and thoughts, which mostly keeps me up at night, but is also responsible for a lot of my poetry as this is when inspiration strikes me.

I speak at least 5 languages, 2 of them semi-fluently to fluently, and the rest with varying degrees of conversational fluency.

Currently in: Manila, Philippines
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium

(Last Updated: April 2014)

Favourite TV Shows

Castle, The Big Bang Theory

Favourite Books

Pride and Prejudice, The Da Vinci Code, Woman in the Wall

Favourite Games

Where in the world is Carmen Sandiego, The Sims, Harvest Moon, Age of Empires series

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Jan 1, 2015

Friends, I am still alive. I hope you are all well. Happy New Year!

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Mar 30, 2010

Hello Graduation

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Hello unemployment Well, a few days ago, I graduated from my university! WoOt! How awesome is that. I now have a degree in Chinese Studies, and no, I cannot speak Chinese fluently though I have plans of going to China soon so that I can take more classes and immerse myself in the culture and the language. As of now, I'm unemployed but I'm resting a bit before obsessively looking for jobs. I've applied to my brother's school so far and did a couple of interviews and that's been about it. Oh, I'm helping my mom with some writing gigs and she's paying me for my work so at least I have that. Graduation at my university was a little less excitin